Complicated

okayy..so it's been ages since i wrote....erm abt 2 weeks i guess...and things have been really bloody bollockingly hectic since break ended....and now at 0055hrs (12.55am) im in college with 2 frens onlining/facebooking/researching/slacking....wat the hell?

so alot of things happened in the past 2weeks...some good, others bad...the bad-studies......its really backslided and now its bloody hard to get the momentum  back up...and with like tests attacking me on a weekly basis im wondering if i can survive this academic torture....
the good- everything else...school's beginning to get more fun (adversely affecting my studies) and i can feel something really good on the cusp of blooming and turning my life absloutely better...im still waiting and hoping it will happen but so far signs are good..and i cant really mention wad the thing is...until it happens..or not.

whoever thot tt a simple sincere gesture of buying someone a bday gift will cause sooooo much of crap...luckily, everything had been cleared up (i think and sincerely hope) but at the peak of the pandamonium, things were really stressful and annoying....




This is the birthday boy who celebrated his 18th bdae...which reminds me that im old.... every single plan tt day (26Aug) went so well....and along with it came all the unnecessary negative repercussions....

So after all the crap and shit settled, more crap and shit ensued.... kept on pushing off oral preperations durin break until it so nearly broke me...thk God for Ms Hani who was nice enuf to push my presentation to monday...so i decided not to waste this second chance given to me...

So this is me doin my oral research in school at 0123hrs...pic was taken jus a few seconds ago....finally completed it and now onli need to practise...

Hopefully all the tests will be good to me so tt i can enjoy the weekend..seeing how i so nearly screwed up accounts...i din even complete soo many questions and yet i had 69.5 %..wad the hell?

lately my mind has been a constant blank...with only ONE thing in/on it... which is the thing tt i mentioned earlier abt the good thing tt may change my life if it happens...see..even studies have no place in my lame pathetic brain...whos does?

ive no idea why all my posts are song titles...
ive no idea why im blogging so randomly...
and ive no idea why im alwaes too nice to ppl...
is it really worth it to be nice to ppl? okayy now im bordering on emo-ness..

Oh...and i finally pierced my left ear...sth ive been wanting to do for a damn long time...now i only need to tink of a plan to avoid my dad 24/7....

oh and another bad thing- i found this cyst like blood clot crap near my ribcage which had like debilitated me for nearly 3 weeks, robbing me of physical activity and making simple actions like walking and sleeping become painful...all the crap meds ive been takin din seem to work..onli thing they accomplished was make me feel like like a junkie...
thkfully, things seem to be better, ironically without the meds....tho the pain still comes at random times....

ok im gonna end this random post cos im being eaten alive by mozzies...and i hope tt i won be locked out of my hostel..some guards there are fucked up...and the 3am curfew had seemingly been brot back to midnite...jackasses...may a gd week lay ahead...ciao..