Crush
Aloha... So, alot of things have happened since my last random post...most of em good, the others plain embarrassing....
First the good..well, the "thing" that had been on my mind is on my mind no more (actually still is) cos it has oredy blossomed..wad m i crapping abt? the "thing" (same "thing") that i felt was on the cusp of becoming a reality is now a reality...well, this girl tt i liked kinda liked me back so now we're together..her name's anushya vadivale and she's just awesome..but i foresee that she'll become mentally retarded once she hangs ard me too much...
Another good thing is my tests results...i dont have HIV....okay wat the fuck..i meant my academic test results...lately (for a very long time actually) ive not been studying... the trend had been: first 2-3 weeks>study 5-6 hrs a day, 4th week> studies started backsliding, 2nd month(August)> finish hw and lil studying, September (till now)> barely finishing hw... so as u can see..or infer rather...ive not been studying due to alot of distractions..which jus keep adding up... so, naturally, no study=no pass right? wrong... i barely studied and i kinda did ok for math..gonna get back econs and el argumentative essay next week...finished accounts on thurs and tt went ok too...hopefully i maintain my tests results...
Now the embarrassing....
So, i did quite well for my oral presentation on social networking sites, except that wat i gained in marks i lost in face... i practised my presentation so many times over the weekend b4 the presentation day and felt qu-ite confident..quite..so the time came and there i was lookin extremely smart...i walked over to the front of the classroom and started..
"Good afternoon Miss Hani and all my fellow students..."
The class burst out laughing, Miss Hani's eyes popped out and i was like what the hell...luckily i regained my composure and managed to complete my presentation in the 7min required time... well oral had been over for like 2 weeks now but the "student" blunder still follows me like a shadow...sigh..as tho tt wasnt bad enuf....
Yesterday i was outside coll with Anu and we were chillin wen we saw a black and white cat (which i felt compelled to name, so i called it oreo). it was hungry so anu bot it chicken..and oreo ate most of it.. so after oreo ate his free dinner (arent all food stray cats eat free?), i decided to have a lil frenly chat with it...obviously for fun since im such a lame-o...but anu took pix of me 'talking' to oreo and uploaded em on fb...there goes my social life in school..and the "student" slip up hasnt even died down...why oh why...
I have jus 5 weeks of school left..excluding one week Hari Raya break..wow..tts damn fast...and yet i still feel as if i jus came to this place...im at two ends of my emotions in this place...sometimes its so damn fun and stuff and yet at the same time i jus wanna escape from this so called hell-hole... cant bliv finals are so close and i aint sure if i wanna carry on with my "plan" which i cant mention... hopefully this week is good to me so that i can enjoy the break in peace..oh wait..even then i have to study for the tests post-break..sigh...
so much crap to deal with.. wow..this post is so bloody wordy...and no pix..damn... ciao...
First the good..well, the "thing" that had been on my mind is on my mind no more (actually still is) cos it has oredy blossomed..wad m i crapping abt? the "thing" (same "thing") that i felt was on the cusp of becoming a reality is now a reality...well, this girl tt i liked kinda liked me back so now we're together..her name's anushya vadivale and she's just awesome..but i foresee that she'll become mentally retarded once she hangs ard me too much...
Another good thing is my tests results...i dont have HIV....okay wat the fuck..i meant my academic test results...lately (for a very long time actually) ive not been studying... the trend had been: first 2-3 weeks>study 5-6 hrs a day, 4th week> studies started backsliding, 2nd month(August)> finish hw and lil studying, September (till now)> barely finishing hw... so as u can see..or infer rather...ive not been studying due to alot of distractions..which jus keep adding up... so, naturally, no study=no pass right? wrong... i barely studied and i kinda did ok for math..gonna get back econs and el argumentative essay next week...finished accounts on thurs and tt went ok too...hopefully i maintain my tests results...
Now the embarrassing....
So, i did quite well for my oral presentation on social networking sites, except that wat i gained in marks i lost in face... i practised my presentation so many times over the weekend b4 the presentation day and felt qu-ite confident..quite..so the time came and there i was lookin extremely smart...i walked over to the front of the classroom and started..
"Good afternoon Miss Hani and all my fellow students..."
The class burst out laughing, Miss Hani's eyes popped out and i was like what the hell...luckily i regained my composure and managed to complete my presentation in the 7min required time... well oral had been over for like 2 weeks now but the "student" blunder still follows me like a shadow...sigh..as tho tt wasnt bad enuf....
Yesterday i was outside coll with Anu and we were chillin wen we saw a black and white cat (which i felt compelled to name, so i called it oreo). it was hungry so anu bot it chicken..and oreo ate most of it.. so after oreo ate his free dinner (arent all food stray cats eat free?), i decided to have a lil frenly chat with it...obviously for fun since im such a lame-o...but anu took pix of me 'talking' to oreo and uploaded em on fb...there goes my social life in school..and the "student" slip up hasnt even died down...why oh why...
I have jus 5 weeks of school left..excluding one week Hari Raya break..wow..tts damn fast...and yet i still feel as if i jus came to this place...im at two ends of my emotions in this place...sometimes its so damn fun and stuff and yet at the same time i jus wanna escape from this so called hell-hole... cant bliv finals are so close and i aint sure if i wanna carry on with my "plan" which i cant mention... hopefully this week is good to me so that i can enjoy the break in peace..oh wait..even then i have to study for the tests post-break..sigh...
so much crap to deal with.. wow..this post is so bloody wordy...and no pix..damn... ciao...
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